www.fuckyeahshnitzel.tumblr.com :)

I THOUGHT I WAS GOING CRAZY

<3

most accurate summary of twilight.

i dont understand what i used to see in these books.. :/

LOL.

current obsession?

i think yes.

i guess some things just come naturally

i would say thats a good thing, but i cant really put myself in the position to say that

sometimes when all you need is one persons hand

one persons touch

one persons shoulder

and its not there

you realize what you have, and why its so important to not be ignorant of these things

the things we offhandedly call mediocre and boring

the things we often take for granted and do not appreciate

i believe that good things only come with time

never in my life have i received something i wanted instantaneously..

it will always take a certain amount of work and patience

the amount that keeps you on the edge of giving up all the time

sometimes i contemplate letting go completely

submerging myself completely and surrendering to my subconscious

the thought is so utterly provoking that it frightens me

in times like those

i just blindly reach out for the ones i love

but truthfully

i don’t know who those people are anymore

i wish i knew what love was

i know the unconditional love that comes with familial bonds

but the love between two separate individuals, who aren’t bound by the strength of blood

it confuses me

how can you love someone unconditionally without any ties?

i once thought i was in love

i look back now and laugh

at how foolish i was

to think i had found something so easily, something that takes people their whole lives to find

i’m ashamed of how naive i could be

so naive

the word crush is used to casually i dont really know who qualifies to be honest..

but if you do, 

then all i have to say is:

i think you are one of the most spectacular people. you just kind of brighten everyones day up.

yeah, yeah i know this is uber gay and sappy, 

and you’re never going to read this, in a million years.

and i know that i don’t quite know you so well, but from what i do know, you’re pretty fucking awesome. 

FT

i told you it wasnt about the mangina.. i lied.

MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA MANGINA 

:)

YOU KNOW WHAT?

you’re a poo face who thinks ‘uber’ is his word

so HA.

i don’t miss you.

LULZ JK you’re an idiot. :)